I have been lurking in the November 2009 Expecting Club on iVillage for a few days.

I opened a post today that was full of blinkies, a couple that were specifically “Due in November” blinkies, and I started to get excited butterflies in my tummy.

I want to wear one of those blinkies on my iVillage signature so badly. I’m so ready to be pregnant again, I want it so bad. I had to banish those butterflies ASAP, because I don’t want my heart to be broken by AF’s arrival in a few days again. I just have to live like I’m expecting her tomorrow/Thursday. The last few days wait are the absolute worst. The WORST.